six week sex madness

I had 'roids post partum and a fistula for a little while (and for all I know, it may still be there, I can't stick my head up my ass and see) as well as a smurfload of stitches. I haven't even touched myself and I was a serial masturbater through pregnancy. No. Just no.

SO has asked me a couple of times this week when my PP checkup is. My appointment is actually about eight weeks since birth. He wants to go out afterward and all that jazz... I think he expects to have the date night experience the minute I'm "cleared". You know, take a girl out, feed her, romance her a little, go back to your place and have sex all night.........

Previously when I thought about sensation and my vag, it was arousing. Now I just remember what crowning felt like. How can I stop this and get back to sexy time? lol

I don't know, but I'm almost 10 weeks pp and nothing going on here  

Maybe just do everything but penetration to get things jump started and work your way up so you can have fresh memories of the sensations that come along?

I'd be happy to close the entrance to tuna town forever!!! But SO would likely have serious issues with that haha. I'm so anxious about either it feeling uncomfortable or having to reject SO.

Well, I suggest you use lube for sure. It probably will be uncomfortable at first, if the pain gets too bad, even with lube make him stop.

i won't be having intercourse for 6 months (man is gone) and i'm happy about it lol. i would feel uncomfortable having sex 6-8weeks postpartum.. i want everything to tighten a bit more lol, and be fully healed.