Quoting Rose1993:" Thank you. I need people like you girls around me now, because you know what im going through. When ... [snip!] ... When i took the pill I didn't expect that it will be so hard. And i cant really talk to my friends about it coz nobody knows. "
My husband was with me when I did it. He wasn't very easy to talk to about it. He let me go thru everything alone, upstairs in the bedroom. I just cried and cried for 2 days and he didn't say much of anything the whole time, which really hurt. And it does hurt when you can't talk to anyone else about it. Thank the lord for baby gaga. It will be ok, trust me, it takes time to get over it but eventually you'll be able to find a peace. If you're like me, you act as if it never happened...you don't forget it but you block out the parts of it happening.