Is it normal?

Is it weird that like I still haven't accepted it? Like a part of me still feels like I'm pregnant

Not weird at all honey   Your body is still going to have a lot of the hormones rushing through it, will take awhile to get back to "normal".

Sometimes having a small ceremony will help you find closure.

It took me a longgg time to accept the fact i wasn't pregnant.. I even continued to count my weeks & would think to my self "I should be so n so weeks" up until I found out I was pregnant again.. I lost my baby at 17W6D And when my DD came, it also happened to be my 1st apt for this baby, it was bittersweet thinking I should have a little baby in my arms but instead I was only 7 weeks pregnant.