this story made me bawl...omg like i cant see. Im so sorry for your loss, She sounds like an amazing woman, i cant imagine how hard it must be for you. My thoughts and prayers are with you and i hope you can find peace.
ps- you look exactly like her! She was a beautiful woman
I'm so sorry for your loss and I can feel your pain. I lost my mom 6 years ago to cancer. She was only 57. I think about my mom everyday and miss her deeply. My mom and I were best friends. I promise it does get easier as the time passes it never stops hurting, you just learn to deal with it. If you ever need to talk feel free to message. Hang in there!!!!