Overweight and pregnant

I know it probably sounds silly.... but I'm so upset then when I do finally get pregnant, I wont look pregnant... just extra fat.
With my first baby I was 18, and only weighed about 110lbs. So I was all belly. With my second baby, I was 21 and weighed about 132lbs. I gained a bit in the arms and face with the pregnancy, but was still mostly belly. I lost the baby weight, but then went through a really rough patch, I got PPD, and started the whole process of finding the right bc. I gained so much weight. I am now about 187lbs.... the heaviest I have been in my life, including when I was almost 42 weeks pregnant. I'm trying my hardest to lose weight. I've been exercising when I can (it's not as often as I would like though) and I've changed my diet heaps. Did anyone else feel like this when they were TTC? I know it sounds stupid.

I was about that weight when I started to TTC my second. After 3 months of not conceiving I gave up and decided I wanted my hot bod back. after I dropped 20lbs, I got pregnant. lol
I was also exercising a lot when I got pregnant with my first.

I am a very plus size woman and i can tell you that i looked very pregnant not just extr fat my DD was all belly from the moment she came out of the pelvis she came straight out front lol and she was also ten pounds two weeks early i would of hated to see how big she had been 40 weeks lol

It's always a good idea to eat properly and exercise when you can   But don't worry about the other stuff. I was 190 when I got pregnant with my daughter 12 years ago. I wasen't showing a stupid baby bump at 2 months or anything like some of these skinny chicks but I was definitely and quite obviously pregnant from 5 months on  

i was 238 when we decided to TTC. i got a BFP 2 weeks later. i look pregnant.

I started with my second at 181 dropped to 176 and an now 178 at 20 weeks. I just posted a new pic on my profile yesterday. I definitely look pregnant.

I started at 195lb with my first, 230lb with my second & 215lb with this baby. I definitely looked & currently look pregnant.

I just have fat arms & legs aswell. lol.