Its been a bad day.

Today I decided we should go over to see my MIL and her partner because it was super hot and they have airconditioner and a pool. Well they spent hours outside with DH while I was stuck inside with the kids (one of them not mine) because it was far too hot to let my son outside and there was not even any shade. DS got a little temper going because he wanted to be outside with everyone else and it was made so much worse by the fact he was dead tired so he started screaming at me. He has never ever done that before and I finally got him down for a nap after having a cry because I am hormonal, fat, hot and really quick to snap at everyone lately. I went outside at which point they all decided to come inside, so I came back inside for them to go hack out. DH and MIL went to sit on the front verandah so I went to join them at which they got up and went onto the back verandah. They were not in any way trying to do this on purpose but it pretty much happens to me every single time we go over there. I hate that every single person in this town only cares about DH, they forget I even exist. Grr! It's been a bad day.