I know that many of you ladies have issues of your own. But i just need to express My feeling, keeping everything inside is just too much right now especially with all the other things going on with me. Well long story short July 25 last year I miscarriage for the second time. It was tough, but I turned to God for strength and made it threw. But with my due date being Feb 07 which is around the corner I'm full with so much sadness and pain. I can't help but think of what could and should have been. One of my co worker is six months pregnant and always talking about her pregnancy, and although I try not to be jealous I still find part of me being jealous. And what make it all worst is that this miscarriage wasn't the first, it was the second time my husband and I lost our baby My husband want to have a family together and I do too but the fear of losing another baby is just to much. So we decided to wait a few more years. And its hard cause I want a baby. Ough! I'm really feeling down right now...

Im sorry u have to go through this! I had a mc in 2004 and an ectopic n 2010. It has takin me and hubby 13 yrs to get my son. Hes 6 months old and im now 9 wks pregnant again! Although it took us so long, i now know the wait is so worth it! Gl and babydust to u hun ((hugs))

Good luck hun only natural to be jealous hope you get your baby soon

I've been where you are except it was my sister who kept getting pregnant while I was living with her being her nanny...I raised her kids while she worked and did whatever else she wanted....I was told I couldn't have any more kids...I have 2 older ones but not with me (long story in itself) I wanted another baby so bad my heart and soul hurt for one...I could never get pregnant no matter how much I tried...watched everything with my body to find the perfect time and nothing ever happened...I went like that for 4 years I was told by numerous dr's that something happened and I was sterile. and boy when she came back the last time and said she was pregnant I was pissy and said 'well good for f*&*in you I'm not raising another one of your kids'......I decided to plan a vacation for me to get away from home so I wrapped my mind around that and my nephews and i guess that was the right thing to do....3 months later I found out I was prego with my LO and had gotten prego 2-3 weeks before I left on my trip  

it will happen....try and take your mind off things by wrapping it around other stuff that you're into....they say a watched pan of water doesn't boil....may strength be with you during this time I know I needed it.....just breath and relax and know that maybe God hasn't found you the perfect angel he wants to give you yet....everything will be worth the wait in the end!