Quoting Brad&AubreysMomma:" I will attempt to but Im not going to push it. I also have to go back on all my meds.. (zoloft for depression, ... [snip!] ... for anixety and amitriptylne for tension headaches) which Im pretty sure that breastfeeding on those meds is a no-no."
There very good alternatives to those medications and breastfeeding will likely help with a lot of your mental health issues. I'm not trying to be a boob nazi or anything, either. I am speaking from experience as a mentally ill mother who suffers from PTSD, Schizoaffective Disorder, OCD and Borderline Personality Disorder along with Poly-Substance Dependence. I actually had to quit my medications because they were extremely dangerous for baby and won't be able to start again until I quit breastfeeding. There are dozens of supplements you can take that are safe for baby and will help far more than any pharmaceutical because they are more actively received by your body. Just some things to consider, especially since you are at an extremely high risk for PPD, especially if you opt to formula feed.