Quoting Brittt :" <blockquote><b>Quoting ♥crazybitch:</b>" so bd and i got into a big fight yesterday, ... [snip!] ... with him! He doesn't help you out financially right? You don't really need his help but child support right? Leave his ass!"
No I'm not in the same apt.. it was govt housing so they were a lot stricter about the fighting, so I terminated my lease before they could evict me, and I moved to the place I'm at now.
And I know, he's such a toxic person and I want to stay away. I am staying away this time.
I just go crazy when he gets with someone else, like it literally makes my stomach hurt, I go crazy when his family talks smurf on me all over facebook, I hate when people make me out to be the bad guy. I know I need to just put on my big girl panties and deal with it, but it SUCKS. I'm on meds right now for depression, so I'm gonna see about getting back into counselling as well, to see if that will help me for the next few months because they are going to be hard. But if I do what I'm suppose to and study hard, I'll be a nurse in a year and I can at least move away from this small town where I basically see him everyday.