Quoting Will☮Creedence:" I can't do this anymore. I am so depressed. I have no privacy. Everyone walks in and out of my room like ... [snip!] ... They treat me like I'm 3 years old. I want to leave so bad, idk how much longer I can handle this. I feel so disrespected "
You can do this, sweetie. You are stronger than you think. I wish I had more encouraging words for you, my love, but sadly I don't. All I can really tell you is that you CAN do this. It's alright to be sad, I would be sad too. Of course, I'd also be mad as hell if I were you, and every nurse that walked in there to wake me up in the middle of the night would be getting an earfull of some not so nice words. I agree with everyone else, is there no way you can talk to them? Ask to speak with the hospital administrator, or the L&D team leader (the one who supervises the nurses). There's gotta be a way they can help you, you can't stay this depressed until March. I get hospital policy, but somebody has to be sympathetic to your situation.
*hugs* You'll be alright, Darlin. Like I said, you're stronger than you think. <3