I miss you :(

I wish I never got the abortion.
I wish you were still in my belly growing big & strong little one.
I'm so sorry I gave you wings when you were meant to stay.
I feel horrible & can't stop thinking about what you could have been.
I miss you.

On Dec 7th at 12:02 am I lost you forever & it's my own fault. I wish it never happened.

Just needed to get it out  

You made the choice for a reason momma and a good parent knows when a baby just is not meant to leave heaven and will be there for you waiting patiently give it time momma and continue letting this out more you havent finished the roller coaster your horomones are gonna send you thru while you balance out just keep talking tho things will get easier

I'm so sorry mama. My heart breaks for you because I have been there. 7 years later there are days I am still there. Time heals all wounds. Maybe not completely but enough to make each day a bit easier to live with.

*hugs*
<3<3<3

Quoting pitbullprincess:" You made the choice for a reason momma and a good parent knows when a baby just is not meant to leave ... [snip!] ... the roller coaster your horomones are gonna send you thru while you balance out just keep talking tho things will get easier"

Thank you.

I'm sorry you're having a hard time. Have you thought about therapy?

Quoting Hailee's Mama + 1:" I'm sorry you're having a hard time. Have you thought about therapy?"

Most days i'm ok just hard seeing all my friends about to have little ones & I could have been one of them. I know I did what was best at the time, but it's still very hard for my husband & me. I put my kids in my mind but I keep wondering what the baby could have been  

Quoting BαƚMαɳ:" I'm so sorry mama. My heart breaks for you because I have been there. 7 years later there are days I ... [snip!] ... Time heals all wounds. Maybe not completely but enough to make each day a bit easier to live with. *hugs* <3<3<3"

Thank you <3

<blockquote><b>Quoting KT (31108 * 5712):</b>" Most days i'm ok just hard seeing all my friends about to have little ones & I could have been one ... [snip!] ... it's still very hard for my husband & me. I put my kids in my mind but I keep wondering what the baby could have been  "</blockquote>




I'm sorry, i'm sure it's hard. Just remind yourself you did do weekday was best for your family.

i feel the same way... mine was september 4th  

Quoting supermommy☠:" i feel the same way... mine was september 4th  "

It's hard but time heals all in time :/

Quoting KT (31108 * 5712):" It's hard but time heals all in time :/ "

thats what everyone keeps telling me...

guess ill find out one day.

Quoting supermommy☠:" thats what everyone keeps telling me... guess ill find out one day."

Message me if you need to talk. We are both going through the same feelings. <3

I feel exactly the same, my abortion was 2nd Feb 2012, I'm still in so much emotional pain, time hasn't healed a thing yet   x

I Know exactly how you feel I had my abortion January 27th 2012. it wasn't long after when I got pregnant again. I had my daughter December 16th 2012 and sometimes I cant help looking at her wondering what it would have been like if I would have kept the first one. Its the hardest thing I've ever done and im not sure i will ever heal completely. I feel like I just gave up.

Quoting Emma Catherine's mommy:" I Know exactly how you feel I had my abortion January 27th 2012. it wasn't long after when I got pregnant ... [snip!] ... the first one. Its the hardest thing I've ever done and im not sure i will ever heal completely. I feel like I just gave up."

your daughter is your little angel