Its been about 3 1/2 months since I lost my baby girl and today is the first time I cried in about 2 months I was just looking at her clothes and I lost it. I still think about her everyday even if I don't cry. I really don't know if I will ever be okay again.
I'm very sorry for your loss. I still think about my little boy too. I don't know your religion but another momma told me to think of him up in heaven playing with all the other angel babies. It really makes me feel better to think of him in a happy place instead of how I last saw him. Its still very hard but helps a little. I hope this helps a little. I know it's hard. Don't hesitate to msg me if you need to talk.