Quoting Ellie.:" It's the same here. That picture breaks my heart. I think in the state of mind I was in when I ... [snip!] ... time to get over. My miscarriage last month was completely different. Its almost like I blocked the entire thing out. "
I'm so sorry for your loss.
I've had one early loss, I would have been between 7 and 9 weeks, but I was young and it didn't really affect me then like it does now. Now that I have DS and I realise what that baby could have been, it's kind of hit me a lot harder. It also happened at a time in my life where I was drinking and partying heavily. So I definitely blocked it out big time.