Vent

You dont have to respond with an I'm sorry or anything, it's okay. I just want to vent. People in my DD Buddy thread are finding out what they're having..... it should be me too. I should be finding out and so happy with excitement. I'm trying so hard to be happy for them, and I genuinely am, but I'm just so down right now. I didnt think it would bother me this much.

I always hated that, not knowing what to say to people you're secretly envious of. It sucks.
Are you planning on trying again?

Quoting Princess.:" I always hated that, not knowing what to say to people you're secretly envious of. It sucks. Are you planning on trying again?"

Thanks.... no, we're not trying again.   I want to, but DH wants to be more financially stable, which could take a while. We own our home and both have full time jobs, he just wants to be more secure. And I'm aleady turning 35 soon.

I steer clear of my DD thread and removed myself from the FB group right away. It hurts way too much. Hang in there.

 
That must be so hard. I truly am sorry.

Thanks. I did take myself out of all that, but I'm still friends on here with one or two that I clicked with. Seeing their updates breaks my heart, but I'm still happy for them.

I know how you feel my last miscarriage was a few months back my duedate was the 9th or march It's hard seeing all these ladies due arounf the same time   I would have been 30 weeks not 10 although I am happy for this little baby I miss my last pregnancy   )

I am completely with you on this.

I was even more radical. I closed my facebook page. After many weeks of posts about my pregnancy I don't want people asking about my loss. I'm finding it really hard to deal with a relative and her baby. Still don't know how to react when i'm around them.

Quoting empty_heart:" I was even more radical. I closed my facebook page. After many weeks of posts about my pregnancy I don't ... [snip!] ... my loss. I'm finding it really hard to deal with a relative and her baby. Still don't know how to react when i'm around them."

I'm so sorry.   I know how that can be. I had to go to a baby shower last weekend as well, and it was torture.