gah. one of those days!

Some days I feel stronger than on others, today was not one such day! Nor was yesterday   Feeling quite despondent lately about everything. It took me 7 hours to straighten my head out today (7 hours is a start i guess!) i'm out of work at the moment and the kids are off school, I have no motivation to do smurf to take my mind off of things. Although I KNOW it would help a lot if only i did! I'm out tonight, going to try a new martial arts class. i have A LOT of negative (and powerful! according to DH) energy i could do with channelling into a positive direction, so i hope it will help! and kids are back at school tomorrow, i hope to use the free time to go out for some walks or tidy the house or start making steps to get back into work. DH and I have our marriage counselling on Wednesday too, so hopefully by next week I'll be feeeling a lot more positive!

Wish me luck! sigh, can;t wait to hear back about my MH treatment and get it started!

Good luck hun   x

thanks, it went well, i enjoyed it. have big-ass bruises all over my arms today!!! they seemed really impressed with me, i turned up wearing makeup (lol) and i'm only 50kg and i look about 12 so i dont think they were expecting me to be as strong as i am or as seriously into trying it out as i am. they kept telling me i was a natural and stuff like that. made me feel much more chipper, it's nice to know i am actually good at something other than getting pregnant!  

MHT called today as well, i have an appointment on Friday  

Haha aww well I'm glad you enjoyed it, sounds like it will really do you a lot of good. I've started the gym which is my place to channel negative energy now   x

<blockquote><b>Quoting Ellie Shikari:</b>" Haha aww well I'm glad you enjoyed it, sounds like it will really do you a lot of good. I've started the gym which is my place to channel negative energy now   x"</blockquote>




good   working out does help, I've found. hope you're enjoying it   x