scared smurf less

So back in Aug my IUD fell out after having it for a year and half, went to the doctor and got a pap test and all that done, well it came back neg. And i have to get a cytotechnologist done to see if they are cancerous or pre cancerous cells, but iv been holding it off and cancelling for months and finally after dealing with the rank ass periods iv been having, i decided it was time to get it looked at it. My periods since my IUD fell out have been getting worse and worse every months, and im to the point where i am going threw a super tampon and pad every 30 mins for 4 days straight, and cant sleep the whole time cause i leak every where. Well any ways because of the periods i guess the doctor found out that i have fibroids in my cervix and uterus, and that i know have to get a vaginal ultra sound done as well know to see how big they are how many there is and if they need to be removed. Im scared smurf less of going to all these test and just wanna back out once again, i have no friends or family or any thing to come with me and im doing it all on my own and scared smurf. My mom has cervical cancer and im scared of finding out that i do as well. I would must rather just go threw life not knowing the truth..... blah some one please make me feel a bit better about all these tests.

Dont be scared   u know its hard not to but in the end when everything is taken care of you will be relived ... Don't skip out on anymore appointments cause you never know if things could get better or worse , I mean its better to know then not to know right :-) worst thing that could happen is that take your cervix and uterus out :-( that is yet horrible and scary of course then ya know they could treat you and you go on with your normal life , but you won't know if you keep.canceling appointments so no more, even though you don't have family going with you do.still have someone watching over you ... Iv been through stuff like this yes it is scary but then I realised everything was gonna be fine and that I was gonna get it taken care of :-) if I was there is give you a hug and tell you even more how everything will be just fine , I will pray for you .

I cant imagine going through that!! I had a leep done before for precancerous cells and it proved to be a relatively painless proceure .. Try not to work yourself up .. Best of luck girl , stay positive

Quoting Chelsea Marie Cate:" Dont be scared   u know its hard not to but in the end when everything is taken care of you will be ... [snip!] ... care of :-) if I was there is give you a hug and tell you even more how everything will be just fine , I will pray for you ."

yeah take my uterus out... yeah and diff not be able to have any more kids DBF already dumped me yesterday when the doctor told me i will more then likely never be able to have any more kids.... joys

I had a biopsy done on mine , very painful and uncomfortable for me . What is a leep ? Never heard of it

<blockquote><b>Quoting Chelsea Marie Cate:</b>" I had a biopsy done on mine , very painful and uncomfortable for me . What is a leep ? Never heard of it"</blockquote>


They put me out and basically scraped my insides with a hot wire or whatever technical term.. I had some spotting and cramping but that was 4 years ago and I havent had a problem since

Quoting Chelsea Marie Cate:" I had a biopsy done on mine , very painful and uncomfortable for me . What is a leep ? Never heard of it"

yeah thats what i have to have done is a biopsy as well, might ask my partner (work) to come with me cause im a big baby. I trust that man with my life, and he owes me one haha

Quoting coconut derrière .:" <blockquote><b>Quoting Chelsea Marie Cate:</b>" I had a biopsy done on mine , very ... [snip!] ... wire or whatever technical term.. I had some spotting and cramping but that was 4 years ago and I havent had a problem since"

what problems where you having??

<blockquote><b>Quoting stalkerbitch:</b>" yeah take my uterus out... yeah and diff not be able to have any more kids DBF already dumped me yesterday ... [snip!] ... DBF already dumped me yesterday when the doctor told me i will more then likely never be able to have any more kids.... joys "</blockquote>




Omg I'm so sorry   I do feel bad for saying that now but this.is how I see it , risk your health or get healthy to be there for the babies you already have ... And hunny if a guy is gonna leave you because u have a chance of not having anymore kids then they are worthless and a waste of time . Ny ex did that I was 3 months pregnant and lost it in the hospital the next day he looked me in the eyes poked my.chest and said I want to be with someone that can have my baby and then left me , a pathetic.pos is what I.call men like that . Just think about your health hun , yea its something you don't want to hear I didn't wanna hear it either but after I did I.looked.at it with a different point of view

<blockquote><b>Quoting coconut derrière .:</b>" <blockquote><b>Quoting Chelsea Marie Cate:</b>" I had a biopsy done on mine , very ... [snip!] ... wire or whatever technical term.. I had some spotting and cramping but that was 4 years ago and I havent had a problem since"</blockquote>




Omg ouch that gave me chills !!! Sounds painful :-/

Quoting Chelsea Marie Cate:" <blockquote><b>Quoting stalkerbitch:</b>" yeah take my uterus out... yeah and diff ... [snip!] ... something you don't want to hear I didn't wanna hear it either but after I did I.looked.at it with a different point of view"

lol i give on dam men im going gay, or just marrying my partner lol hes saved my life how many times, lol we work 18 hour days together hell whats a few more hours together and be married haha hes been there for me in more ways then any guy i have dated including a 7 year marriage

<blockquote><b>Quoting stalkerbitch:</b>" what problems where you having??"</blockquote>




precancerous cells on my cervix

Quoting coconut derrière .:" <blockquote><b>Quoting stalkerbitch:</b>" what problems where you having??"</blockquote> precancerous cells on my cervix"

omg you just scared the smurf out of me even more then before..... how long did it take to get the tests back after you had the biopsy done to know they were precancerous??

<blockquote><b>Quoting stalkerbitch:</b>" what problems where you having??"</blockquote>




Yes well it hurt cause my stupid ob didn't numb my cervix she is no longer a doctor .... When I was giving birth to my daughter the cord was rapped twice around her neck.and when I was trying to push her out it was ripping my uterus so where the scares formed it also formed cancer then a year later I had a biopsy done cause my pap came back abnormal and found out I.have a certain type of cancer over my entire cervix.  and I'm also full of cysts I thought it was hpv but nope not at all , well the gave me meds and told.me to come back every six months for biopsys ... I never went back cause I was so scared , well I got pregnant and ended up having a mc cause of it and they told.me is probably never have kids again and that I needed my.uterus taken out and to.come back for a check up .. once again didn't go back . Well got pregnant with this baby got checked out cause I overcame my feats and found out it healed and went away on its.own . Cancer is gone but I still have several cysts and problems with this pregnancy . 24 weeks and making it though

<blockquote><b>Quoting stalkerbitch:</b>" omg you just scared the smurf out of me even more then before..... how long did it take to get the tests back after you had the biopsy done to know they were precancerous??"</blockquote>



Really?? Dont be scared, its something that is more common than you think. I think they did it when I was 6 weeks PP and the results came back within a few days.. I had HPV though.. I dont know what you have or not so dont take me too seriously!