Guilty.

Ever felt really guilty for something that wasn't your fault and there was no way you could change what happened but you feel like somehow you are to blame anyway?  

Yup. The death of one of my friends. It sucks.

Yes, it's a smurffy feeling.

Yup, it happened the other day, I wanted to come on here and vent but I chickened out  

All the time. Sometimes as irrational as it is, I feel like if I wasn't involved with someone bad things would stop happening to them.