Just a pity party post

I feel so ugly & undesirable   I cannot wait to have my baby girl and get my life straight. (Physically) I'm so ready to get fit and healthy! We have stated making small changes so we aren't overwhelmed with new stuff but its so difficult to stay on track & make healthy life changes. We really want this so I'm glad we are working as a team to get fit & healthy but I can't help but feel like I have ruined my body   Guess I need to start saving for a tummy tuck because I definitely think I will need one

(And I don't mean ruining my body by pregnancy, just being overweight and unhealthy)

I feel ya!!

I'm not even pregnant and I feel ugly and undesirable

<blockquote><b>Quoting Momma +2 Girls:</b>" I feel ya!!"</blockquote>




It's horrible! But I'm ready for a new start!

I feel ya! I know for a fact no matter what i do I will need a tummy tuck if I ever want to look normal again but I am terrified and will never have elective surgery because I refuse to be put under unless its a life or death kind of thing. So I'm permenately stuck with the belly pooch from hell!

<blockquote><b>Quoting LumpySpacePrincess:</b>" I'm not even pregnant and I feel ugly and undesirable"</blockquote>




Most of my feelings have nothing to do with the pregnancy, just being overweight for so many years. My 10 year HS reunion is this year and it just makes me think of all those times I said "I will be healthy & fit by then" and I've really spent the last decade overweight, doing diet fad after diet fad and getting nowhere. And I know what I need to do its just needing motivation & the right mindset to make healthy choices & live a healthy lifestyle & knowing that it will take time for results

<blockquote><b>Quoting Fairy [God] Mother ®:</b>" <blockquote><b>Quoting Momma +2 Girls:</b>" I feel ya!!"</blockquote> It's horrible! But I'm ready for a new start!"</blockquote>

I just keep reminding myself... the end is near and im that much closer to a new beginning. Lol. Now, if the LO would get her shoulder out of my pelvic bone so i can move...   i dont want her to come early but id def like to get the feeling like a whale part over with.

<blockquote><b>Quoting :*:CHRiSTiNe:*::</b>" I feel ya! I know for a fact no matter what i do I will need a tummy tuck if I ever want to look normal ... [snip!] ... I refuse to be put under unless its a life or death kind of thing. So I'm permenately stuck with the belly pooch from hell!"</blockquote>



I feel like I will never be comfortable in my skin :-/ surgery would be a long way away but I'm definitely taking it into consideration

<blockquote><b>Quoting Momma +2 Girls:</b>" <blockquote><b>Quoting Fairy [God] Mother ®:</b>" <blockquote><b>Quoting ... [snip!] ... pelvic bone so i can move...   i dont want her to come early but id def like to get the feeling like a whale part over with."</blockquote>



Same here, you don't have much longer!!

<blockquote><b>Quoting Fairy [God] Mother ®:</b>" <blockquote><b>Quoting Momma +2 Girls:</b>" <blockquote><b>Quoting Fairy ... [snip!] ... but id def like to get the feeling like a whale part over with."</blockquote> Same here, you don't have much longer!!"</blockquote>

Oh man i just realized ur due date is feb 24. I thought it said Feb 2. On the bright side, you may get lucky and lose some extra weight when you have your baby. Then youll have a headstart on a more desireable weight.

<blockquote><b>Quoting Momma +2 Girls:</b>" <blockquote><b>Quoting Fairy [God] Mother ®:</b>" <blockquote><b>Quoting ... [snip!] ... you may get lucky and lose some extra weight when you have your baby. Then youll have a headstart on a more desireable weight."</blockquote>




Yep not too much longer!

<blockquote><b>Quoting Fairy [God] Mother ®:</b>" <blockquote><b>Quoting :*:CHRiSTiNe:*::</b>" I feel ya! I know for a fact no matter ... [snip!] ... I will never be comfortable in my skin :-/ surgery would be a long way away but I'm definitely taking it into consideration"</blockquote>



Ive seriously thought about it. My aunt had it done a couple years ago and she looks great. Recovery was a bitch though. I have horrible anxiety so of course my thought is if I get put under I won't wake up. I'm hoping I can work on that and then someday when I'm done having kids I can do it. I'm repulsed by my body. I can't even enjoy playing with my son because I feel like people just stare at my stomach. I've always been thicker, I like being thick but I'm like at blubber status now. I feel soooo 100% uncomfortable in my skin. There's nothing on my body that I like even remotely any more.