misscarriage. vent.

i havent been on here in so long ,
but i need to vent, i made the stupid mistake of talking to a ex,
and well we started seeing eachother. hmm i suck at birthcontrol .
and bamm.. i got pregnant. i took a pregnacty test. and well i was so scared.
i dident know who to tell or what to do, so i kept it too myself.
im guessing i was about 5-6 weeks, and well i started spotting, figured i spotted with leigha so ill be fine . but it dident end up that way . i misscarried , and in some ways im thankful because its not a good time , but in other ways im upset. i donno maybe its for the best this pregnancy dident stick, hell me and my ex only broke up in july, and i already got pregnant by someone else, i cant imagine raising a child with someone i barly know. and the fact i hear lies constantly out of this mans mouth , and 2 weeks after telling him , he tryed deleting me out of his life. end of vent.

Quoting kaleigha's mommy.:" i havent been on here in so long , but i need to vent, i made the stupid mistake of talking to a ex, ... [snip!] ... lies constantly out of this mans mouth , and 2 weeks after telling him , he tryed deleting me out of his life. end of vent."

Sorry for your loss. I firmly believe everything happens for a reason- No matter how difficult it may be or whether or not we understand the reason. Hell I'm 5 weeks and we were trying for this baby and I have thoughts of it maybe not being the right time.

I know it's hard mama, and please don't take this the wrong way but think if this as a blessing in disguise. Next time you decide to have sex with someone that you don't want a child with, remember this and be careful.

Quoting Ciara♥:" I know it's hard mama, and please don't take this the wrong way but think if this as a blessing in disguise. ... [snip!] ... in disguise. Next time you decide to have sex with someone that you don't want a child with, remember this and be careful."

yes it truly is! and trust me i know! worst mistake ever not being extremely careful

Quoting kaleigha's mommy.:" i havent been on here in so long , but i need to vent, i made the stupid mistake of talking to a ex, ... [snip!] ... lies constantly out of this mans mouth , and 2 weeks after telling him , he tryed deleting me out of his life. end of vent."

been there and at first i felt the same but I looked at as a way of god (life,karma,insert belief) helping me out since I knew a baby would be bad yes Iwas sad I lost the child but figured it was one a few freebies life would give me and with that will come some guilt etc. at least you know for sure now that guy was bs and the rebound was strictly that and to be more careful

I've been in that position. I felt completely horrible that it had happened. I was disgusted in myself because my ex was an awful man.. If you could even call him that. We dated happily for about 2 months, he pressured me into sex one night and then from there, it went downhill. As soon as he had what he wanted from me he was virtually gone. On the off chance that I'd actually catch him with credit, he'd text back and make excuses why he couldn't come over. Or he'd make plans with me and say he'd meet me somewhere and I'd wait for hours for him only to not have him show. I was 6 weeks late and well in denial, he hadn't seen me in about 4 weeks and even then, he wouldn't talk to me because he was playing a show (he was a drummer in a band) and was completely smashed. I tried calling, I tried texting asking for him to call, I tried Facebook. I even had a friend who played World of Warcraft track him down, join his guild and then ask if he could please talk to me for 5 minutes. Nope!

I miscarried at around 7 weeks and I'm glad. I could never bring a child into this world knowing that he would never want to see it. Nobody is important to him but himself.