Quoting pretty 'n' pink:" I always pick these pos guys. down to my very first boyfriend. for some reason these douche bags are ... [snip!] ... me and put me down like I'm nothing. I just don't understand why I can't stand up for myself. am I that scared to be alone?!"
Before I met my husband i was exactly the same way. Always going for the guys who put me down, or did me wrong. And I thought that me being the good person i am i could change them. I craved love and attention so much that i was willing to compromise my character and take the verbal, emotional, and yes physical abuse that I encountered from these men. But eventually there comes a time when you get tired of being used and abused and you realize your better off alone. Its not gonna be forever because eventually you will meet an AH-MAZING man who deserves you.
Keep your head up mama!