Quoting Tattooed Mommy of One:" I just had my lil girl 13 days ago. I have everything I have ever wanted. I have an amazing fiance who ... [snip!] ... just want my old self back again. I cant process in my head why I would feel this way when I am obviously so blessed... "
sweetie, talk to your doctor about post partum depression. It's completely normal, and treatable. There are safe meds to take to help balance you out while your hormones re-regulate themselves.
No different than a diabetic person unable to regulate blood sugars..your hormones are crazy now....and medication can help