Pointless Rant..

Before I even begin I know there is no point in this as of I couldnt help the matter , I just needed to let out and have someone to talk to..
3 weeks ago I lost my daddy to cancer and I dont know why but i am so pissed about it. This is my first baby and he dosent get to be here with me to welcome her into the world. I have two older brothers and two older sisters they all have kids and dad was at the hospital woth all of them while their babies were born... I am so jealous at that fact. I just miss my daddy so much right now it hurts. . But I still look forward to meet my precious daughter here in just a few weeks. I am sorry for the rant i just need this off my chest.

I'm so sorry for your loss.
But always remember your dad will always be with you.

Quoting CheyCole!:" Before I even begin I know there is no point in this as of I couldnt help the matter , I just needed ... [snip!] ... look forward to meet my precious daughter here in just a few weeks. I am sorry for the rant i just need this off my chest."

Im so sorry for your loss. *hugs*
Just think though you will meet baby girl soon!

Thank you ladies. I know he will always be with me and I know he is in a better place , but I just wish he was still here with me.

*Hugs!!! I think it is normal to feel that way. I lost my daddy 5 years ago and still find myself upset or jealous of my sister an brother. He got to see them graduate, buy their first home and get married. Dad never even got to meet DH.

Quoting CheyCole!:" Before I even begin I know there is no point in this as of I couldnt help the matter , I just needed ... [snip!] ... look forward to meet my precious daughter here in just a few weeks. I am sorry for the rant i just need this off my chest."

I lost my dad to cancer 8 years ago on Jan 6, and I am still pissed every single day of my life. Both my kids will never know their amazing grandpa. ;(


It's ANGER. You're mad life decided to take your dad, you're mad you children will never know him... It's part of the grieving process and it may or may not ever go away. I'm very sorry to hear of your loss. Please PM me if you ever just need to vent or need an ear. I'm always here.

Quoting CheyCole!:" Thank you ladies. I know he will always be with me and I know he is in a better place , but I just wish he was still here with me."

I cant say I feel your pain..but I understand it. My mom was very attached to my grandfather and he passed from cancer two years ago and she still hurts from it. She says it never stops hurting it just gets easier to deal with. Keep your head up love.

<blockquote><b>Quoting CheyCole!:</b>" Before I even begin I know there is no point in this as of I couldnt help the matter , I just needed ... [snip!] ... look forward to meet my precious daughter here in just a few weeks. I am sorry for the rant i just need this off my chest."</blockquote>




First off sorry for your loss. I too feel the same way. My sisters are all older than me so my dad at least to know of their children but will never know mine it makes me sad at times. I was only 16 when he passed.