Quoting CheyCole!:" Before I even begin I know there is no point in this as of I couldnt help the matter , I just needed ... [snip!] ... look forward to meet my precious daughter here in just a few weeks. I am sorry for the rant i just need this off my chest."
I lost my dad to cancer 8 years ago on Jan 6, and I am still pissed every single day of my life. Both my kids will never know their amazing grandpa. ;(
It's ANGER. You're mad life decided to take your dad, you're mad you children will never know him... It's part of the grieving process and it may or may not ever go away. I'm very sorry to hear of your loss. Please PM me if you ever just need to vent or need an ear. I'm always here.