re: Really lonely *trigger warning*

Quoting LumpySpacePrincess:" I tried writing a journal. I found my journal and I was going to start up again but then I saw that all ... [snip!] ... but then I saw that all I wrote in it was how I was smurf for eating, and how much I hated myself. Brought me even further down."

Try not to think about it anymore. Do something to distract you for a while, like cleaning, drawing, playing with your kids, listening to music that brings back good memories, movies or shows you like. I hope you feel better soon.

Quoting Michael Myers:" Congratulations! Thats a really huge accomplishment, you should be so proud of yourself."

Thank you. I am. I hope I can help people overcome it themselves one day.

Quoting Michael Myers:" Try not to think about it anymore. Do something to distract you for a while, like cleaning, drawing, ... [snip!] ... with your kids, listening to music that brings back good memories, movies or shows you like. I hope you feel better soon. "

Thanks.

I have been trying to distract myself but I am really woozy all the time now and really faint. Plus, the weather is kinda meh therwise I would take the kids out to go do something fun to take my mind of things

Quoting LumpySpacePrincess:" Thanks. I have been trying to distract myself but I am really woozy all the time now and really faint. ... [snip!] ... faint. Plus, the weather is kinda meh therwise I would take the kids out to go do something fun to take my mind of things"

Eat something light. maybe crackers, or soup, some fruit? If not maybe try taking a hot bath or shower, then cuddle up with the kids and watch a movie..

Quoting Michael Myers:" Eat something light. maybe crackers, or soup, some fruit? If not maybe try taking a hot bath or shower, then cuddle up with the kids and watch a movie.."

I nearly fainted in the shower   Low blood pressure sucks.

I have been trying to eat something light for hours. I will take out an apple, go to cut it up then put it back. Same with the rice cakes, I will take the box out, look at it then put it back.

Quoting LumpySpacePrincess:" I nearly fainted in the shower   Low blood pressure sucks. I have been trying to eat something ... [snip!] ... out an apple, go to cut it up then put it back. Same with the rice cakes, I will take the box out, look at it then put it back."

Aw lol. Are you not hungry or are you not letting yourself est?

Quoting Michael Myers:" Aw lol. Are you not hungry or are you not letting yourself est?"

I'm not letting myself eat. I just can't bring myself to. I feel like if I eat an apple I will gain 50lbs

Quoting LumpySpacePrincess:" I'm not letting myself eat. I just can't bring myself to. I feel like if I eat an apple I will gain 50lbs"

Im going to Pm you okay 

Quoting LumpySpacePrincess:" I am really lonely. I am having a really hard time right now and trying to deal with some serious smurfe, ... [snip!] ... really lonely and I feel like I'm in a deep dark hole that I can't get out of.          "

I'm sorry hun.. Wish I was a bit closer, then I could try to help.

I'm not sure if I've already suggested this, but are there any mums groups/playgroups in your area? It would get you out of the house and it's a good way to make some friends. Maybe reconnect with some friends from high school?