Quoting Yurvette [♥]:" It will get better mama. You need to seek help, to cope with it other than cutting. <3 I am sorry you are feeling this way. "
Quoting Ellie Shikari:" I've just been feeling this way for so long that I don't see an end in sight, you know? I know I need ... [snip!] ... become lost for words when people ask me about it so that I don't freak out. I can write it down, that's about it. And thanks."
Quoting Yurvette [♥]:" You need to talk about it. You need to write about it. I KNOW how it feels. I placed a baby and now ... [snip!] ... had an abortionwith a planned baby. While it doesnt affect me like the adoption does, there is a ting of heartache sometimes. "
Quoting Ellie Shikari:" I know you are right. I'm just afraid. I've written it on here a couple of times, which felt good, but ... [snip!] ... you are feeling too. You have commented on some of my posts in this forum before actually and been very kind, so thank you."
Quoting Ellie Shikari:" I'm finding it so hard not think about it. I have had to move back to my parents house for a bit, the ... [snip!] ... has made any difference. This is my life and I need to deal with it, no matter how much it breaks my smurfing heart."
Quoting pixie b:" can you seek psychological help? that's what I'm doing, will start mid this month. counseling can only ... [snip!] ... and sadness and grief rather than burying it; but in a way that won't affect my kids. good luck getting the help you need xx"
Quoting Ellie Shikari:" Thank you. And yeah, I tried to ask my doctor today if she can refer me to anyone and all she did was change my medication and said come back in a month if things haven't changed -_____-' x"
Quoting pixie b:" aww how frustrating, they can be like that sometimes... at times you have to be very assertive (or "pushy", ... [snip!] ... should still have a health visitor... i often find my health visitor more useful with things like this than my GP or locum x"
Quoting Ellie Shikari:" I didn't think I could ask my health visitor about things to do with me, I assumed it was all baby related aha, so I'll mention it to her thanks x"