Quoting Amanda.M:" This made me cry =[ I guess I am just in love with him."
You do love him. Ive been there, done that kindof thing but girl what you probably don't realize is that you aren't loving yourself & are probably spending too much energy on him that you could your child, and your pregnant.. open your eyes now if not you will later and wish you did sooner for all of you. i'm here if you ever are to need anything, i dont know you. but this post speaks volumes to me, best of luck and god bless you three and him to possibly get better? have a happy new year! its a new year coming