Stuck something up my cervix having stomach pains now? could

I know im going to sound disgusting and idiotic but its not like that. Basically I have no idea if i am pregnant. Im on the implant so obviously i assumed I wouldn't get pregnant but starting to doubt that now. Having every single symptom you can possibly think of and my thirst is very extreme. Have gained 15 lbs and gone from a UK size 8 to a size 12 in the space of only a few months, i have a round tummy but its nothing too noticeable. I thought this could just be symptoms UNTIL I felt a sharp kick a couple of months ago and have felt it ever since daily. I also am producing colostrum (even though i have never been pregnant) tests are ALL negative. I have a feeling i am i just cannot prove it. I put the doctors off because i have a phobia BUT i realize i have to go so its booked for Thursday (earliest i could get) for a scan.

Im just so fed up of not knowing, I haven't been going out on the weekends with friends because i dont want to risk the "babies" life if i am by drinking. Its generally annoying not knowing because i dont know weather i should diet too loose the weight or accept the weight because im pregnant. I haven't told my long distanced boyfriend because if im not then i don't want him to get worked up over nothing.

So basically i read online when your pregnant your cervix is soft so i felt mine and it was soft and large. I tried to put a finger up and it was too tight so i decided (So stupid of me) to get a makeup brush a very thin one (straight out of the pack clean with clean wash hands) and tried to put it in my cervix. It got a little way up before it hurt me. My cervix didn't hurt my my belly hurt my whole belly ached for about 10 minutes after.

Please don't lecture me about how it was wrong, i fully understand that. it was just spur of the moment and i have no idea why i did it and won't be doing it again. I just want to know if this might be a symptom i could be as despite this baby being unplanned (if their was one) i quite like the idea of having one

What in the world id going on?!

I explained it was stupid i suffer from anxiety and depression im only 18 and i wanted to know. It was spur of the moment and im in desperation of knowing

What the.....

Have you thought of taking a pregnancy test...

i would call a doctor. i know you've got a phobia, but.... i would call.

Uhhh ya. If you have sex there's the possibility of getting pregnant. Its a good thing youre seeing a doc. Dont stick anything else up there.!!!!

Yeah... call the doctor, take a pee on the stick kind of pregnancy tests.

I would call the doctor first and stop sticking things up there thats not going to help anything.

<blockquote><b>Quoting JessieLeeAnne:</b>" Have you thought of taking a pregnancy test..."</blockquote>




She said they all come up negative...

Um.... What the Heck did I just read. The only person who should be checking your cervix with anything is the Dr, or yourself if you know how t do it properly, if you don't know how you shouldn't do it cause you an hurt yourself which you said you did.

Yeh home tests took around 10 and all negative.. worked myself up reading online stories about people who had negative tests but where pregnant though

Quoting Gemmas mommy!:" <blockquote><b>Quoting JessieLeeAnne:</b>" Have you thought of taking a pregnancy test..."</blockquote> She said they all come up negative..."

Then either take another or figure your not pregnant... but calling a doctor is a must, I think.

Quoting :" Yeh home tests took around 10 and all negative.. worked myself up reading online stories about people who had negative tests but where pregnant though"

It does happen but it's not as common as it seems. Like, a lot of women on here too had false negatives.. but the majority did not. It's not common.

Quoting Gemmas mommy!:" <blockquote><b>Quoting JessieLeeAnne:</b>" Have you thought of taking a pregnancy test..."</blockquote> She said they all come up negative..."

I missed that part.

Eek.

Yeah...she should go see a doctor...