Quoting Alisonmarie:" Hey guys! Sorry I havn't replied. I ended up giving her up for adoption, and I'm in therapy right now. ... [snip!] ... me photos of her every other week. I still miss her a lot, but It's getting better day by day. :] Thanks for all the replys!!"
Dont let anyone tell you that she is not your daughter and that you are not her mom. Yes it may be a different type of mom, but you are still a mom.
I am glad that things are getting better. You have to take things moment by moment. I have good hours and bad hours. lol.