I Hate Myself

I hate saying this, but my kids are driving me nuts. My house is a mess, my kids won't stop crying. My son doesn't listen, says he hates me, hits me, and bites me...I just want a vacation from my life...I want to sit on a beach somewhere...ALL ALONE, with a nice cold alcoholic beverage in my hand...

I want to cry right now I'm so stressed and I don't know how to handle it!

I feel like such a terrible mother for saying this, but I really can't take it anymore...mentally I feel like I've lost it.

Find some way to spend your time. Go to school, pick up a hobby, read.

You're not a terrible mother and you're not alone. Everyone gets these feelings whether they admit it or not. But keep in mind, none of your children hate you even if they say they do! Is there anyone who can watch your kids while you take a break? You deserve it! If you want to cry, go sit down somewhere quiet (bathroom, maybe?) and have a cry. You don't have to be superwoman.

sometimes i feel like this. so doesnt appreciate all i do bc i dont bring in money. my daughter gets in these moods sometimes. i feel you

Quoting .:ANIMAL:.:" I hate saying this, but my kids are driving me nuts. My house is a mess, my kids won't stop crying. My ... [snip!] ... I feel like such a terrible mother for saying this, but I really can't take it anymore...mentally I feel like I've lost it. "

The best thing to do is just cry. It will help you a ton!!

You need to get out momma! I have gotten like that before and when DH gets home from work I would just take off and say nothing. I would drive for half an hour or so and that would be what I needed to cool off and be able to come back and take care of everything again.

If that isn't an option then put the kids in bed for a nap and take a long hot bath. That is the other thing I do 

Don't feel too bad, honey, every mother gets that same feeling every now and then, that feeling of wanting to be HERSELF for a bit instead of "Mommy." It's perfectly normal. We all have those days of just wanting to lock ourselves away for some private time, especially when the kids are being unruly.
Give yourself some time away from them. Put a movie on for them or something, and step outside for a bit. Even if it's just 10 minutes, take it. Take that 10 minutes and just breathe. You'll be alright.

Quoting Mama Crash ☮:" Don't feel too bad, honey, every mother gets that same feeling every now and then, that feeling of wanting ... [snip!] ... and step outside for a bit. Even if it's just 10 minutes, take it. Take that 10 minutes and just breathe. You'll be alright. "

I just want "Me" time...I am so tired, my husband thinks I'm unstable, and we can't afford a new hobby, book, or me going to school...believe me...if we could I would be paying for someone to watch my kids for a few hours. I haven't been without them for 4 weeks straight now. Day/Night...24/7. I just want to go out have a nice drink with my husband...take a taxi home and feel like a 24 year old again.  

I feel the exact same way; you're not alone mama.

You're definitely not alone. I had a cry last night lol.

We ALL have nights like this mama!
Cry, let it all out. Try to go in a room where they are not in. Cry. Punch a pillow do something. Let it all out and come out when you're nice and calm again.

Try to get some alone time too.