Back in July, I miscarried my Husband's and I's first child. It was devastating. To this day, I still cry like a baby because it hurts so bad on some days. I pray a lot, and I talk to my baby in Heaven. I still keep the Ultrasound picture. Even though, I Miscarried early on, that was my baby that my husband and i created and I felt connected, complete, whole.. and so much more. Even though, my baby's footprints were oh so small, they imprinted love and so much more onto my heart and I will never forget my little one. I have finally understood what was the real meaning to love and to loss, and what is really means to be a mother! That a mother's love never dies. I know my baby in Heaven is safe and sound and one day I will be up there with my baby! Being a mother is all I ever wanted. I am a mother to a tiny baby in Heaven!!
Even though, I have a baby in Heaven I will never forget her/him.. She/He will always be on my mind, and heart even when I have more kids. I am just hoping and praying that God, can give my Husband and I another chance on conceiving a healthy baby.