I'm pathetic.

My SO and I just got back hours ago from this court thing that he had, and they told him that he should be getting a settlement soon (he was injured on an old job.) Anyway, as soon as we got home I started making dinner and then out of nowhere he goes and starts packing all of his clothes. I went over and asked him what he's doing and he was like "I'm leaving. You never let me use your computer or your phone, and you don't get along with my friends." I was like "WTF? What?" And he just continued packing, and I pulled on his arm and asked him why; to at least explain. But he just kept ignoring me until he finally calmed down.
I'm just sitting here typing and crying because he's done this so many times since I've gotten pregnant and I just want a family for my son. I want him to have his father around but...I'm sick of going through this with him all the time. I'm sick of being yelled at, hit at and treated like smurfing crap. I'm a smurfing good person, I've been trying my hardest to support the both of us since he can't seem to find a job. And it's just too much for me to smurfing handle. I honestly just feel like hurting myself. Everything just hurts.  

Honestly, let him go. You may love him but he doesnt love you! If he di, he would not act like that. I left an idiotic "relationship" like that. It may hurt for a while but you are a billion times better off alone then with that headache.

aww hun that sounds awful  
is he scared to be a dad?
*hugs

he's probably going to his other girl's house.

do you not realize how better off you are without the loser?

Quoting Smokey_Taboo:" aww hun that sounds awful   is he scared to be a dad? *hugs"

I don't think so. I kept asking him what about the baby and he was like "I don't care."  

If he's abusing you WHILE you're pregnant, I don't think it's the best thing for you to be around anyway. It sounds like he's just found out that he's getting money and has decided he doesn't need you for support anymore. Sorry, but that's what it sounds like he was doing. A midwife also told me that one of the key indicators of an abusive relationship can be pregnancy because the man feels that it will trap the woman into staying, despite the abuse. I'm not saying that this is what's happening here, but it just seems like a very convenient turn of events on his part  

You don't deserve to be with someone that has hit you and one that treats you like smurf! Let him leave. It's for the better

Please remember how awful you felt tonight. Don't ever put yourself back there. Nothing good will come out of it. People don't change. I'm sorry sweetheart. I was young and dumb once upon a time. I hate myself for it.

So you want a family with an abusive dad? I am pretty sure your son can do without that kind of example. A guy that hits on pregnant women...really? Let him leave.