I'm so...

...happy.  

I honestly think breaking up with my POS BD was the best thing I ever did! Ready for quite a story? Lol. Well here we go (If you care to read)

Me and BD broke up at the end of November. I started hanging out with a longtime friend of mine who i've had feelings for since 8th grade. He's had feelings for me since I found out I was pregnant with Ness. Well one thing lead to another and we started a FWB relationship (friends for now because none of us wants to rush into anything yet). A little past history: My longtime friend (we'll call him B) was messing around occasionally with a girl. She wanted to be in a relationship with him but he didn't want to get serious with her. She knew this but still tried to force him into a relationship and said the baby she's carrying is his when she doesn't even know who the father is. She's a crazy one. Lol. Anyways, she was super pissed when she found out he wanted to mess around with me, not her. So last week when BD found out I was messing around with B, he decided to find someone new, and you'll never guess who he's with. Yep, the crazy chick who's mad jealous that i'm messing around with B, even though BD was just calling her a fat nasty whore a few weeks ago. And he's living with her and treating her son like his own kid and totally ignoring the two daughter's he already has, told his mom that he's just "done" when he said he wanted to be friends, but apparently that's impossible if i'm not promising him we'll get back together someday and i'm not messing around with anybody but him   But whatever. He can be pissy all he wants because honestly, B is totally amazing, where the happy comes in  

He is super amazing with my girls (he's been coming around since before me and BD broke up so they know him really well), and he's actually got a job, he's so extremely nice to me and he's funny and charming and his family is so nice and kind to us. We didn't have a place to stay and it was snowing bad, so they let me and my two girls stay the night in their home Christmas Eve and his dad even set up a little t.v with a DVD player for my oldest so she could fall asleep easier. Not to mention he's very easy on the eyes   haha. I can't believe i've found someone so awesome, and thought right now we're just friends, I can totally see this developing into something more. I'm just so happy with how perfect my life seems to be right now, and all it took was kicking BD onto his ass. Should have done it sooner! Haha. Sorry, just wanted to share with someone  

I love posts like this. I am glad you found someone who makes you feel so amzing. It truely is a.wonderful thing.

Quoting B&Js Mommy:" I love posts like this. I am glad you found someone who makes you feel so amzing. It truely is a.wonderful thing."

I just now saw this, thank you!