my heart hurts

For the families in newtown.     I am wrapping up the last of the gifts and bawling my eyes out. I can not even begin to imagine how those families feel. I am so broken hearted. Those parents wont get to watch there kids open there gifts, play with there friends, and spend time with there families.

I am really not excited about christmas I can hardly look at the gifts under the tree im just so sad.   IK i cant change it. I just dont feel like i can enjoy Christmas the way I used to.

As cold as it sounds, next year it probably will hardly cross your mind.
This year it's so fresh, and I agree, it hurts badly. But next year, you probably will be a lot happier. Cheer up, I'm sure those families would prefer all of us enjoy spending Christmas with our babies and cherishing our LOs, instead of pitying them.