I can't take it anymore.

I'm 41 weeks, and I'm DONE. I'm happy I made it to full term, but now I'm just done. This pregnancy has been one of the hardest things I've had to go through. I'm severely, severely bipolar, and I've been off meds since my eighth week. I'm struggling with this. It's not that I'm thinking of harming myself, because I'm not. I am just horribly depressed and ready for this to finally be over. I don't think I can ever do this again.

Hang in there momma. LO will be here any day.

Labor dust to you!!!!!

Hang in there, hon. It'll be over very soon, and it'll be like a memory and be totally worth it.  

You are so close and you're doing so good! Only a few days and then you'll be wishing your baby was right back in your belly lol
Labor dust!!!!!

Hang in there! Don't worry, I know it's hard, but it's almost over, I promise.  

I know you don't want to get induced. But if you are that badly wanting to be done then maybe ask to be induced. I'm sorry Hun.


Come on baby Aria!!!! Come out today and let Mommy get some relief!

My midwife is hopeful, and when I told her how terrified I am that I will need to be induced, she said I had lots of good signs and that she did not see induction being necessary. I really hope she's right. I wanted a doomsday baby, dammit!

Quoting Aria Dawn's mommy:" My midwife is hopeful, and when I told her how terrified I am that I will need to be induced, she said ... [snip!] ... of good signs and that she did not see induction being necessary. I really hope she's right. I wanted a doomsday baby, dammit!"

Now onto a Christmas babay!!!  

Quoting Aria Dawn's mommy:" My midwife is hopeful, and when I told her how terrified I am that I will need to be induced, she said ... [snip!] ... of good signs and that she did not see induction being necessary. I really hope she's right. I wanted a doomsday baby, dammit!"

Lol! Don't get induced, it's not worth it. I was hours away from being induced(5 hrs from the start of pitocin to be exact, already in the hospital preparing and everything) when my water broke and I went into labor on my own.

<blockquote><b>Quoting Will☮Creedence:</b>" Lol! Don't get induced, it's not worth it. I was hours away from being induced(5 hrs from the start ... [snip!] ... of pitocin to be exact, already in the hospital preparing and everything) when my water broke and I went into labor on my own."</blockquote>



As miserable as I am, I will absolutely not be induced unless my midwife deems completely necessary. I'm fighting for my water birth.

<blockquote><b>Quoting Mrs. God of Thunder:</b>" Now onto a Christmas babay!!!  "</blockquote>



I really, really hope not.

<blockquote><b>Quoting Aria Dawn's mommy:</b>" <blockquote><b>Quoting Mrs. God of Thunder:</b>" Now onto a Christmas babay!!!  "</blockquote> I really, really hope not."</blockquote>




I wouldn't want a Christmas baby either

<blockquote><b>Quoting HopingforaMiracle:</b>" <blockquote><b>Quoting Aria Dawn's mommy:</b>" <blockquote><b>Quoting Mrs. ... [snip!] ... babay!!!  "</blockquote> I really, really hope not."</blockquote> I wouldn't want a Christmas baby either"</blockquote>




Worst.birthday.ever.

<blockquote><b>Quoting Aria Dawn's mommy:</b>" <blockquote><b>Quoting HopingforaMiracle:</b>" <blockquote><b>Quoting Aria ... [snip!] ... really hope not."</blockquote> I wouldn't want a Christmas baby either"</blockquote> Worst.birthday.ever."</blockquote>




Um yea!