re: I'm having my abortion on 12.21.12.

Quoting Ҿcɧơ:" Here is a pretty iffy question~ Has anyone ever named their fetus they decided to abort? I feel like ... [snip!] ... like I shouldn't think too little of this experience. I feel like I at least need to recognize and remember his existence..."

I named mine, I was 14 weeks along, and he was guessed as a boy. Destery River.

Quoting ModernMan'sHustle ♥:" I named mine Izzy Grace. The evil nurse told me at 11 weeks it was a girl....I call bullsmurf that she ... [snip!] ... with it and call her Izzy. I don't regret it to this day, I'm glad to hear you don't either. Lots of healing vibes your way!"

I got very close to naming my daughter Izabella, and we were going to call her Izzy. I love that name.


 
Any name I like, I search the meaning for it and it means "God" in some way. Or is biblical in some way.

Elija
Elias
Lazarus
I know he was a boy. I had a girl though and boy names are kind of foreign to me. I'm not sure of what I like yet. I'm not sure of what would suit him

Quoting Ҿcɧơ:" I got very close to naming my daughter Izabella, and we were going to call her Izzy. I love that name. ... [snip!] ... had a girl though and boy names are kind of foreign to me. I'm not sure of what I like yet. I'm not sure of what would suit him"

Gideon  

Quoting Squid Kid:" Gideon  "

That sounds like one you are wanting to use!! haha.

I named the babies and was only 5 weeks along when I had it done so they didn't know the sex. I really wished I would have requested the babies so I could have  buried them...that is my biggest regret. Glad to hear it went so well for you! Crystal power ;}

Quoting Ҿcɧơ:" That sounds like one you are wanting to use!! haha. "

Nah, I want Sullivan if we have a boy.

I just called my angel "Fox". I didn't have a feeling one way or another on gender.

Last night I got very dizzy and passed out before I was able to eat and take my antibiotic. I woke up and did those things at like 4 in the morning, lol.
Tonight...I got dizzy and threw up. Now I'm laying in bed not really feeling well enough to get up and eat the food I just made. And I thought I was feeling well enough to have DD come home...I guess not  

Quoting Ҿcɧơ:" Last night I got very dizzy and passed out before I was able to eat and take my antibiotic. I woke up ... [snip!] ... enough to get up and eat the food I just made. And I thought I was feeling well enough to have DD come home...I guess not  "

Are you filling a lot of pads?

Quoting Squid Kid:" Are you filling a lot of pads?"

No actually I'm having hardly any bleeding. Its really light and brown (ew sorry, lol)

I ate now and I feel better though.

Quoting Ҿcɧơ:" No actually I'm having hardly any bleeding. Its really light and brown (ew sorry, lol) I ate now and I feel better though. "

Are you taking iron pills? Your iron is going to be SUPER low.

Quoting Squid Kid:" Are you taking iron pills? Your iron is going to be SUPER low."

Nope, I wanted to get vitamins today but we have NO money. None.

But~ there is iron in my multivitamin. Probably not as much as would be in an iron only capsule. But I get some. I've been sure to take those.

Quoting Ҿcɧơ:" Nope, I wanted to get vitamins today but we have NO money. None. But~ there is iron in my multivitamin. ... [snip!] ... in my multivitamin. Probably not as much as would be in an iron only capsule. But I get some. I've been sure to take those. "

Not nearly enough. Maybe see if PP can get you some sent to your pharmacy or something? My midwife gave me a bunch when I had my D&C

Quoting Squid Kid:" Not nearly enough. Maybe see if PP can get you some sent to your pharmacy or something? My midwife gave me a bunch when I had my D&C"

Thanks chick. Idk why they didn't make me realize that when they were telling me all the after info n stuff.

Okay, so I have decided on a name as of last night.
Since The Hobbit just came out (still haven't seen it yet, but I am a HUGE ENORMOUS FREAK FAN OF LOTR) I have officially decided on
Elijah Stone

Because I love the name Elijah, no matter what connection to the Bible it has. And I love Elijah Wood (as Frodo).

Of course anyone who knows me knows why I have chosen Stone.

So that is his name.
...was.


I just can't wait until I am in a better place, more stable and happy. So I can have another. A baby that is right. A baby that wasn't conceived as an absolute accident.
His existence was beautiful for the time he had inside of me, but I had to let him go. I said goodbye, I have given him his name. And now I can work toward moving on even more.

Love.

Quoting Ҿcɧơ:" Okay, so I have decided on a name as of last night. Since The Hobbit just came out (still haven't seen ... [snip!] ... me, but I had to let him go. I said goodbye, I have given him his name. And now I can work toward moving on even more. Love."

I love that name. Perfect name. <3