Quoting Kady:" Have you considered giving the baby up for adoption?"
Everyone keeps asking me that. Of course I have. I've been speaking with Planned Parenthood for weeks now. They alone have asked me that a gazillion times. I just dont' think I could give birth to a child and not call it mine...not take care of it myself and not breastfeed.
Some might not understand but I could live with myself a lot easier if I just ended the pregnancy on my own terms, and not know that there is a child out there who I created that I will never meet. I just can't go through with a pregnancy...get to the point of feeling the baby and having a GIANT being siting on my butthole and kicking me in the ribcage (sorry for that visual but thats how it is, lol.)...basically I don't want to get to know my child and then not have him.
(yeh I know its a him)