re: help :(

it feels like im losing myself in the process. the mere fact that im helpless makes me want to stop. i just want to scream out loud, throw all my things, cry cry and make all my problems go away. i wish its that simple. im hurting and i feel so alone. i cant sleep properly. i wake up in the middle of the night and cry again. i just want things to be ok for my baby. is that too much to ask? sorry i've been ranting. i...just...dont know what to do......

amn thats messed up;/ and a hospital bill is super exspensive when you have a baby ... dovyou have any family members?

i have a family but they dont have the money as well.  

still got no help  

Damn I'm sorry I will keeps uo nd your baby in my prayers .. As I'm not sure what advice there is to give:/ ..keep your head up

Quoting nxane:" im here in the philippines right now. we're not covered by an insurance here so we need to pay the hospital ... [snip!] ... i want to see him. im so excited to be with him. i want to provide for him. i... just... dont know what to do right now..."

in your post you had 2 months to go..... now im this reply its 2 weeks..... which one is it?!