I just miscarried earlier this week myself at 12 weeks so I know the pain you're feeling. It hurts so bad especially when you have your heart set on the baby . It will get better. I'm dealing day by day. I'm not crying as much as I was when it first happened but I'm still healing.
I am so sorry I know you dont know me but i too had a miscarriage last dec and it was too hard for me i still cry to this day cuz my lil baby will always be in my heart but god did bless me and my boyfriend another child due in feb so all i can say is keep trying and one day you will get your pride and joy.