Quoting Olive ♥:" This is why it took me a year to start taking my meds for it. Lol."
Ugh yeah. I just cant wait any longer. Ive been feeling like this for almost a year. We are planning on moving in a few months 3 hours from home [my family and friends] so I feel like I need to get into a better mental state of mind, and learn to control these attacks since I wont have anyone close by to come and help me when I need it. Im excited and scared all at once. Not that I hold much faith in it, but my mom saw a psychic a few months back and as she is worried about me, asked him about me, and he said he saw me getting much better within 12 months time. Heres to hoping he wasnt just yanking her chain! Although it did give me a little boost of confidence in myself so it might just help anyways. I am also planning on getting 2 kitties when we move and I think that will def help my depression some.