I'm about 3 weeks pp, and all I do is cry here lately. I am honestly so miserable idk what to do with myself. I don't wanna be around anyone, but then I cry because I don't wanna be by myself. Everytime the baby cries I wanna cry because I feel like im just doing everything wrong. My supply has completely dried up, so I've had to make the switch completley to formula, and I'm so heart broken about it. Hubby informed me that I didn't try hard enough and that's why I dried up so quick, and also I'm becoming to negative for him to handle. Yeah.... I feel so bad for my oldest, since the baby has been home we haven't really gotten to do anything, and you can tell its getting to him ( he has autism and is used to being in a routine of constantly doing something ) . I just feel like im failing as a mother, a wife, as a human.
Definitely sounds like PPD! What you just described, that was me.. it was terrible. But I knew so when I went to WIC when DD was a week old, I took the test and I had PPD pretty bad. So I got an appointment with my doctor that same day and they started me on something and I was feeling better within' about 2 weeks. I only had to be on it for 2 months. Good luck momma! Hang in there. And make sure your hubby knows you need support right now.. not people being negative towards you.