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I'm sorry your ex is a douchebag but $900?! That's an ass-load of child support. Maybe you can put your son with a babysitter and do something for yourself? Do you have friends close by? I always feel better when I'm hanging out with my friends, even when the kids are with us and being out of control.

Quoting Think Bαby:" I work almost 60 hours a week, so I really try not to spend any time away from him more than I already ... [snip!] ... depends on the job situation. I'm just tired of feeling like smurf all the time, I feel like emotional smurf, all of the time. "

I think once you have a plan in place to go back to Texas you'll feel better. If not, talk to your doctor. Maybe you're not on the right medicine.

I'm sorry your having such a hard time.  

Did things fall through with that guy? Could that be part of everything?


Just think about the future when your soon realizes how you were always there for him and his dad wasn't. How your doing all you can for your son. That's what matters most.

I give you kudos, i wouldn't make it.

Quoting Ah TAM:" I'm sorry your having such a hard time.   Did things fall through with that guy? Could that be part ... [snip!] ... and his dad wasn't. How your doing all you can for your son. That's what matters most. I give you kudos, i wouldn't make it."

I'm just not ready for a relationship. I really liked him, but he would have just been a band-aid. I don't think that has anything to do with it though.

I hate my life right now. I'm so disappointed.