Sunday i went to the hospital. Was have bleeding for the second time during my pregnancy. All they could do was check my levels. I had been worried something was wrong after two ultrasounds at 12 weeks and they could see the hb but couldnt see the baby. They told me it was the way my cervix is pointed but that didnt ease my mind because they wouldnt do an internal ultrasound. Needless to say when i went to the hospital they told me my levels were down to 0 and that i had miscarried. I was a day away from being 13 weeks. I cant stop thinking about it. Im trying to work as much as i can to get my mind off things but its getting no better. Especially when it seems like everyday i get asked how me and the baby are doing. I just want it all to stop.
im so sorry for your loss but it does get better. i had a still born at 20 weeks and a miscarraige at 13 weeks after that and now i have a beautiful healthy 6 month old baby girl. its really hard the first couple months.