Quoting Ryloonjimama:" <blockquote><b>Quoting Vodka Knockers:</b>" I just wish the circumstances were different. ... [snip!] ... is they tell you what you're already preparing for. That way there can be no backlash from anyone in the future. Ya know?"
Sorry about the lack of response last night, had to run to the store and had an unfortunate series of events lol.
My grandparents literally live right up the road from me, and I was driving past their house and saw an ambulance parked in the driveway. My grandpa just got released a few months ago from one of the hospitals an hour and a half from here that deals with severe cases, they gave him a 20% chance of survival, he had respiratory failure and a bunch of smurf.
I freak out, swerve in the driveway, get out of my car and shut the door. Didn't slam it, just shut it. The glass in my door literally shattered, no window anymore. I wasn't concerned about it, ran inside, my papa was okay lol, his heart rate just went up but they got it back under control.
I was so happy that he was okay that I still do not give a smurf about the window. I'm not religious, but I do believe that things happen for a reason. I kind of felt like that was the universe's way of trying to teach me that I have so much to be grateful for, that I shouldn't stress out over things that can't be fixed.
I told DH that I feel like when the time is ready for our family to have another member, then there will be a child waiting for me, and I'll some how find that child. It still hurts, but it'll pass.