Getting so nervous!!!

I'm getting so nervous about my c-section the closer it gets. I've had two previous ones so its not like I don't know what to expect, but I think that's what is making me so nervous. I know to expect the pain after. The actually operation doesn't really bother me. It's just the healing part after. It's been 4 years since my last c-section and last baby, and I'm just so worried I won't be able to deal with the pain as well as take care of my newborn. I know I have a while, but I'm still freaking out!! Anyone else going through this?