re: Questions.

Quoting Deborah B.:" hi Britteny, ive read all your posts, good job on telling him. no one on here is going to judge you ... [snip!] ... i did choose to parent my son (i had him when i was 1  but im sure there are mommies on here that can tell you more about it."

Yes, I have thought about it. I'm just trying to find a solution for myself first.. I don't know all these decisions are such difficult ones and I know I put myself in this predicament but it's still so much to take in all at once but I am thinking about all options even though I haven't made it clear in my post.

i had 2 abortions, i wanted them both dearly but had relationship, financial and security problems, it was the responsible thing to do both times

i wont lie it was very very hard indeed. i suffered a lot emotionally. it does get better with time though

yes 2 of the angels in my "4 angels" slot are the aborted babies, i wanted them so i miss them like as if i had miscarried. the other 2 were natural miscarriages. x