Quoting Mommy to Ava J:" Can someone help me out on this..or are you the same way? Even though I'm almost finished my Human biology ... [snip!] ... for sympathy here, I'm looking for people to relate to because I don't understand. Maybe it is because I have low self-esteem?"
im the same way. i got through my pre-law classes with an As. but still felt like i could have done better and i start over-analyzing all of my worksheets, papers and tests for minor errors.
I think its not low self esteem. Its just you always strive to do better. and you seeing those girls as being "smarter" is just your motivation. think about it. if you thought you were smarter than everyone else where would you be? probably no where because you would think there's no room for improvement