Its been 9 months now since we loss our precious baby. I was only 11 weeks, and we found out that the baby stopped growing at 5 weeks. There is never a day that goes by that I do not remember the events of that day. We were so excited to have been pregnant since we had been trying for 3 years. We tried naturally to conceive with no luck. Than my doctor put me on fertility treatments. Finally after tons of trying we became pregnant. I can't even express how excited I was. I know you shouldn't tell people until your in the clear but I could wait I did a mass text and told everyone we were finally pregnant. Than later my world was ripped apart when my doctor told me all that showed up on my scan was the sac. He wanted me to come back in a week later to have a D/C but I just couldn't do it because in the back of mine I still had hope. The day I loss my little one I really think part of me also died. I have 3 beautiful children and now I am 30 weeks pregnant with a little boy. I am so unbelievably blessed but the pain of the miscarriage will never go away.