The picture of just 3 of us. Although i've tried everything to set ttc outside my mind but regardless its still there. I've lost 91 lbs although thrilled with it I would gain wait again just house another blessing for 9 months. I've seen this, my family, of 3 for 3 yrs now I can't seem to picture it.any different but yet my arms are desperately empty. I want to hold every baby I want to love them & would love to take them home, problem they're not mine. :/
I know the future is unknown & there's a bigger picture. With everything.
But for my family
Is there a bigger picture??! Or is this all I deserve?
(i'm not saying i'm not grateful, I know I am)