just a constant struggle.

Ahh, right now I feel like I can't get ahead in life.

This guy and I have been talking for years, both of us have had other relationships since we have been talking. We have turned into the bestest of friends. I love him, I wish he could see it and I wish I wasn't too pussy to tell him.

Ahh,and my education.. like most teaching jobs I have to start on supply, which only promises 4 hours weekly. being a single mom with no support from BD - I clearly will not be able to live off of this.
OH , so i can apply for local housing, and that means a 2-4 year waiting list.

LO's dad is well completely himself lately. Always threatening to call the cops, torch my car, send people to me house... the list goes on.
And if course I hear all this on the street and though other people because he is to self absorbed to talk to me even about his child.

I just want to live a happy life, and not feel down all the time.

keep your head up chick! you have come this far and i know you will do great things with that diploma! plus whenever you feel down, just look at your miracle boy! <3 xoxo