Quoting mommommommyma:" Because I.can't be at the hospital with him everyday. The hospital is a hour away, and as much as i am ... [snip!] ... see him because its raining so bad you can barley see straight in front of you outside, and my oldest does not feel well. :'("
don't feel bad!
you're doing the best that you can and your baby is in good hands.
it's not like you can even help by being there - you can't
just get your home ready and take good care of yourself - your baby will be home before you know it