I'm so smurfing sick of

Being a fat smurfing slob.
I have my mom's friend's Christmas party tonight, and I don't even want to go anymore.
There's nothing that looks halfway nice and DOESN'T show off my gut.

I'm not smurfing going in a t-shirt and jeans so I look like an ass.
I'm having a smurfing break down. This is the heaviest I've ever been in my life. I know it's only 134-136, but I smurfing hate myself.


Just needed to vent. Sorry.

Quoting ☮Sugar Magnolia:" Being a fat smurfing slob. I have my mom's friend's Christmas party tonight, and I don't even want to ... [snip!] ... is the heaviest I've ever been in my life. I know it's only 134-136, but I smurfing hate myself. Just needed to vent. Sorry. "

Breathe girl. I'm sure you look gorgeous in whatever you put on, and even if people do see your "gut"....you had a baby! SO WHAT!?   Don't be so hard on yourself dude. I know first hand how smurffy of a feeling that is!

Dont be sorry for having to vent. We all feel that way sometimes.
But seriously. I'd kill a few people to weigh 136. You'll get back to where you want to be when youre ready. For now, try to embrace your beauty.

omg i cant believe you are posting this!! i just saw your picture in another thread andyou look good!!!!

Woman, stop. You are smurfing GORGEOUS! You KNOW you are gorgeous!

Your 'gut' is FINE, you had a BABY, you didn't sit eating ice cream and pringles FFS! Put on a pair of black slacks and a dress shirt, dress the kiddo up, and go have fun!

You know I love you! Go out and have a good time, woman! <3

I weigh like 136....in my bra.  

Seriously, though - I understand how your feeling, it sucks when it feels like everything you try on looks like crap. Don't be so hard on yourself! I'm sure you look wonderful!

Put on some hot panties - that always makes me feel better.

What are you talking about?! You are not fat in the slightest. You are a hot piece of ass. And I love you. Now get on your horse and Gallup to that party! Neighhhhh

Quoting Elliot Grace's Mama:" What are you talking about?! You are not fat in the slightest. You are a hot piece of ass. And I love you. Now get on your horse and Gallup to that party! Neighhhhh"

Lmao. I love you, you always cheer me up haha.



And thanks everyone, I'm trying to hurry so I can leave on time, so I can't quote everyone. But you're all very sweet.  

Quoting LolaMcKitten:" I weigh like 136....in my bra.   Seriously, though - I understand how your feeling, it sucks when ... [snip!] ... crap. Don't be so hard on yourself! I'm sure you look wonderful! Put on some hot panties - that always makes me feel better. "

I actually did.  

Quoting ★Bαtgirl:" Woman, stop. You are smurfing GORGEOUS! You KNOW you are gorgeous! Your 'gut' is FINE, you had a BABY, ... [snip!] ... slacks and a dress shirt, dress the kiddo up, and go have fun! You know I love you! Go out and have a good time, woman! <3"

Thanks girl, I love you too<3

Quoting Elliot Grace's Mama:" What are you talking about?! You are not fat in the slightest. You are a hot piece of ass. And I love you. Now get on your horse and Gallup to that party! Neighhhhh"

Bahahaha  

But Taylor seriously. You're so pretty! I'm sure you will look cute in anything you wear  

What are you talking about you hot ass bitch?!


But really, people would kill to look like you. But I know how you feel, I am the EXACT same way. It sucks when everything you put on you're like "HELL NO!" but it's all in your head. You're soo0ooo0000ooooo pretty!

<blockquote><b>Quoting ♥ walkingdeadhead:</b>" What are you talking about you hot ass bitch?! But really, people would kill to look like you. But ... [snip!] ... same way. It sucks when everything you put on you're like "HELL NO!" but it's all in your head. You're soo0ooo0000ooooo pretty!"</blockquote>




Exactly. I'm hoping i get only clothes for christmas really. So i can ditch all of this smurf that makes me feel horrible about myself. Lol.
And thanks girl<3

I'm going through a "wah I'm fat" phase too because I've never been this "heavy" either..I know I'm not fat but it's still sucky.   And you're not fat either silly. <3

Oh please girl you look smurfing fantastic! I feel the same way everyday. It is definitely the heaviest ive ever been but what makes it worse is that right after Sophia i weighed less then i did before i had her. I gained all that weight back from eating unhealthy and then gained even MORE then that.   So i know that no matter what people say, you won't feel like you look good, just know that you really do though